14 December, 2006

AGLOCO

This looks pretty cool so I joined up, dunno how it will end up working, but getting paid for internets sounds good.

27 November, 2006

Tank Theory

Tank Theory

Threadless is boring. This is cool.

26 November, 2006

Bloggin

Maybe I will start blogging again i dont know.

11 September, 2006

Where is my mind?

I'm having a total slump. I thought starting a new journal would help, but it's not. I have been spending too much time on the internet and not enough drawing. Oh, except for bees and stuff, like this:

Sigh. I wish i was in tafe cause then we were forced to draw and at least I would be doing lifedrawing. Computer melted all my skills away. I am good at downloading music and watching streaming videos these days, though. Anyone got some tips on how I can get paid to do that (oh...wait...)
I got justins new cd today for free. Working with a bunch of people who all like different music and all think you're the only person with a burner in your computer can be a good thing sometimes.(the first time I wrote that I wrote with a burning in your computer, sounds like a symptom of something "Doctor I've got a burning in my computer, is it cancer?" meh)

There is a cool cd player at work with a SUB WOOOOOOFAH and it plays dvds and stuff too. It has a bunch of spaces for you to plug in different media cards at the front, and a usb port. Oh China!

Look at this.

24 August, 2006

Threadless T-Shirts - piracy is fun

piracy is fun - Threadless, Best T-shirts Ever

You should totally vote for this. ( My friend did it, I helped him just a little bit)

Awesome rasterbation.

I was just checking a thread out on rasterbation over on the Something Awful forums and a guy there had made a really, really cool rasterbation with his friend.





"My room mate and I took a picture of us peeing at urinals then rasterbated it and placed it on our bathroom wall."

I like it when rasterbations are something clever, there seems to be a lot of giant anime posters and cars and stuff in these threads more of the time (LOLboys).

23 August, 2006

Postered!

I made a poster in photoshop as a joke for Loxtax's fight against Uwe Boll and a guy pmed me asking for a high quality file. Anyway, I chucked up a hi res jpeg of the poster and today i got a pm with this in it :



I thought that was pretty cool.

21 August, 2006

Awesome abandoned amusement park pics.


This would be such a cool place to hang out. Or make a creepy movie. Or something.
cool pics.

18 August, 2006

RIP little buddy.

Today I went to my bag and pulled out my journal.


I think it's time to retire the little guy. He's about a year old. He's seen a lot, is full of loads of art and memories. It's probably my favourite journal I've ever made. Its a sad day, in a way. He even got lost once, but then I found him out the front of a car yard. He also got soaked in waterearlier this year, but somehow survived.

So now I need a new journal. I can't decide whether to go with a4 or a5 or pocket sized again. I'll have to think about it. All I know is, I wanna start doing art again, but I think I have to end this to start something new.

Thanks for being there for me, journal :)

17 August, 2006

Maybe I should get a flickr account.

So people stop pulling this kind of shit:

Hello, this is my art.

I just got one thing off there, and now I find something else. Why do people do this? Really. Is it that hard to ask me to use my work? I guess it shows I am getting somewhere in the online art community. LOLZ!

So should I get a flickr account? Even though flickr is for photographers, dammit. And I am not, and will never be, a photographer. LOL cause I can actually draw :v

Crap, now I will have a bunch of photographers hating me uh ohzz. And if you've been on the internet you'll know those guys are a dime a dozen. Up there with anime "artists".

Ahh, I prefer being judged on my talent rather than how expensive my equipment is. But that's just me. But I shouldnt be bitching about photographers, I should be bitching about people who post my art without permission. So pretend I was just talking about that.

13 August, 2006

emo kids feels sorry for herself, news at 11

So I had a pretty crappy weekend. It's my own fault though, But it doesnt change the fact that I have to go to work tomorrow, and I have nothing to show for it. I haven picked up a pencil since I dont know when. Havent picked up a guitar in even longer. I guess I just sort of gave up on everything, but thats doesnt leave me with much.

I was meant to go to a party. But there's nothing good for me at parties anymore except maybe drinking till one type of numbness replaces the other. Beer makes you fat anyway. Plus the people are usually too young or too old, the music is bad, there isnt enough drinks and people keep stealing your smokes. Plus people just annoy me most of the time. You know that feeling you get where you know the person you are talking to either doesnt care what you are saying or doesnt get it? That's pretty much my life.

Even at work now, I hide, I avoid. I dont wanna talk to anyone. When I started I always went to the work drinks, I havent been to a friday night get together for years.

When drinking isnt fun anymore you loose a big chunk of your life. Maybe I need a hobby.

Singing bad pop punk songs at the top of your lungs in a friends car is such a good feeling. i miss it. I miss cruising in cars to nowhere to do nothing. To play dnd or watchs some dvds or go shopping.

When did I turn into such a boring person?

10 August, 2006

I’m waiting to see if my bid on eBay was enough...

...To get "Today’s Empires Are Tomorrow’s Ashes" on soviet red vinyl
It’s going on the wall next to "Tubthumper" and "The Battle Of Los Angeles"

Mannnn, I'm in the mood to buy some vinyl cause a very nice person (<3) got me an awesome new (old) turntable. Suburban home sent me an email about their new website,Vinyl Collective, and it looks pretty awesome, I want to win the competition, I know a bunch of the records but not all of them exactly, I got so far:

*The shins - chute's too narrow
*The postal service - give up
*The bouncing souls - how I spent my summer vaction
*Minor Threat - Out of step (I think)
*The unseen - state of discontent
*Rancid - Self titled (the old one)
*Anti-flag - mobilize
*Husker du - flip your wig
*The mars volta - Frances the mute
*strung out - another day in paradise
*!!! - Disease
*!!! - Self Titled

So I have about half done, I really wanna win though.
Oh yeah, I am really getting into lucero right now, they are rad. Why why why do I like country music!?!?! is my brain broken?

09 August, 2006

AOL Search User #4417749 Identified

I was wondering when this would finally happen.Its really creepy and I can't wait for AOL to get into really big trouble. This is thoughtpolice style bs. I'm glad there has never been a posible way for me to use AOL. There are people's credit card numbers in this database, for God's sake! How can this sort of thing happen?

4417749's searches

Search tool for the database

Another search tool

I have to admit though, as bad as this is, it brings out a voyueristic streak in me. It's really fascinating to have a look around and see how people's minds work. Glad its not me, that's all I can really say.
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08 August, 2006

To hell with having fun.

I havent had a blog in awhile. I guess somewhere along the way I got over blogs, just like I have gotten over every thing on the internet I have been into at some time or another.

I thought I would start again though, mainly cause I have nowhere to say anything, even though what I have to say is uninteresting in general if experience is anything to go by. People tend to not have my time for me, probably cause I have too much to say and not many good ways to say it.

I found myself pulling away more and more from any of the community based websites I used to like lately, I'm not exactly sure but I think it all comes down to a few things:

* People on the internet are dickheads. Seriously making friends on the internet is for people who cant make them in real life. I had plently of great friends in real life and I have lost touch with most of them favour of endless days of pointless conversations online involving lots of lols and smiley faces and unfunny jokes that I have to find funny to fit in. I mean what the fuck? the whole fitting in shit and liking certain things just cause craze was something I steered clear of all though my life up until a few years ago cause it stifles creativity and just makes you a mindless follower.

You know what? I reckon nerds love the internet cause they get to be the mean popular dicks they could never be in highschool because the were too ugly/quiet/into star wars. You know what? I was unpopular in highschool cause I was arty and weird and kinda emo (oh.. and kinda fat lol what's changed?). Not cause I played video games all day (which I never did) or cause i could speak fucking klingon. And I had loads of fun. I cant say I hated higschool, because I still think to this day i met the greatest people I will even meet in my life there. Most people from the internet are fucking weird. (case in point: uhhh)

* I'm not good at knowing who I am meant to suck up to.
I dont even know why internet forums need authority figures most of the time. Many times I've been a member of a forum and watched some power hungry loser rise up through the ranks to become a mod or an admin, only to then turn into a total arsehole, dictating to me what is and isnt allowed on the same fucking site I was on before them. This always happens and it means the place loses any fun it had to begin with. And you know whats funniest of all? when you leave they gloat over it, and it's like, hey man, it's a fucking WEBSITE. There's a lot of those and the only thing that makes forums work is people. So scare off the vets all you want and you and the new kids can talk shit and totally miss the point. (The only forum I can handle these days is something awful, cause the mods are really well picked, not on some buddy buddy cock sucking system but cause they are actually good at stopping people being tools. There might be cock sucking going on, but if there is, they hide it well.) Same goes for certain "art" communities, as well. UH oh, I dissagreed with one of the twenty five million retards with a funny symbol in front of their name. Now no one can see my art. Woot. (steer clear of the "anime is not art" threads if you dont want any nerd rage unleashed on you).

*E bitching.
Its not cool in real life, and its worse online cause there's usually proof saved. I am certain there are chat transcripts out there that will plague me for the rest of my life (this blog post will probably plague me for the rest of my life). Fighting on the internet is dumb but I still do it like everyone else does. The internet makes you hold grudges though, cause there are things like post histories, transcripts and, if all else fails, archive.org to remind you of every vaguely mean thing someone has said to you.
The internet is bad for me cause I will be like ok kinda pissed, more annoyed, getting kinda mad now, angry, ANGRY, SUPER ANGRY, I WANT TO KILL YOU AND BURN YOUR HOUSE DOWN AND SMASH YOUR CAR WITH A CRICKET BAT AND MURDER ANY PETS YOU HAVE ETC, then, hey guys I'm cool are you cool, everything's great again, right? The murderous rage part makes for hilarious and horrible internetting that can't be erased with a simple "sorry I got a little carried away there" and will stick around to add fuel to the fire later down the line. You know those annoying people who seem to keep some precise database in their head of every time you have wrong them, only to bring it up later word for word? The internet makes EVERYONE that person. "Forgive and forget", more like "forgive, edit posts and clear chat history" amirite?

There are probably more reasons but my attention span ran out.
So thats why I'm blogging again now. Make sure not to take anything I say seriously though, if you do, it's your fault, not mine. It's just a bit of tongue in cheek venting. If you don't like it go away, I dont like you. Its not like I actually expect anyone to read this stuff. It's a blog for God's sake, who read these things?