Where is my mind?

I'm having a total slump. I thought starting a new journal would help, but it's not. I have been spending too much time on the internet and not enough drawing. Oh, except for bees and stuff, like this:

Sigh. I wish i was in tafe cause then we were forced to draw and at least I would be doing lifedrawing. Computer melted all my skills away. I am good at downloading music and watching streaming videos these days, though. Anyone got some tips on how I can get paid to do that (oh...wait...)
I got justins new cd today for free. Working with a bunch of people who all like different music and all think you're the only person with a burner in your computer can be a good thing sometimes.(the first time I wrote that I wrote with a burning in your computer, sounds like a symptom of something "Doctor I've got a burning in my computer, is it cancer?" meh)

There is a cool cd player at work with a SUB WOOOOOOFAH and it plays dvds and stuff too. It has a bunch of spaces for you to plug in different media cards at the front, and a usb port. Oh China!

Look at this.